Saturday, June 28, 2008
Chasing Pavements
I love this video!!!! Adele has a voice that resembles what silk would sound like if it could talk and sing. My interpretation of this song seems to be were I am right now.
I had an insightful meditation, one that afterward I had to call my boy Vic to help me put somethings into perspective and acknowledge that I am continuing with my work in progress. yet the Arian within me wants to figure it out all in one day so I can be fulfilled. My lack of patience and need for ego stroke is quite possibly my most destructive traits that I possess. Yet, I work at them on a daily basis I'm so hard on myself that I have these moments of feeling defeated and saying forget it! Its interesting to me how I Chase Pavements in my life but never set out with any goals from the beginning... I just do, yet am disappointed when I realize that I haven't reached my expectations that were never set to began with... makes NO SENSE!!!
From this day forward I mean what I say and say what I mean. I will right down goals that I want to complete within my life time and I will work at each of them as life happens.I need a simple plan that is not potential for self destruction but taps into the person that I want to be and am intended to be. Life will work as it does to help me with this, I can't control everything, I have to internalize this. However, I can take control of my life and if I remain genuine than that is all that I can ask of myself and give to others.
my work in progress continues...
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Would you believe that was my first time hearing that song? I am truly blown away by the lyrics and video.
If I have a song that represented how I feel my life is right now, It would be 'You Got Me' by The Roots, not so much the song but the video. in the video, Black Thought is wandering aimlessly while people are dead around him. On the pavement and places of the sort. He gets on the ground near a female, maybe his partner, and then it flips on him: Everyone else is alive and he his the one dead. Black Thought is dead... Black Thought is dead... Black Thought is dead.
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