Well... it has been a minute since I was on this blog site and a lott has happened.
#1. currently STILL unemployed.
#2. lost my dream job because I'm not white... Oh, sorry I mean "experienced" enough.
#3. had a "friend" play me to the left because she can't come to terms with her sexuality.
#4. confronted the friend for playin' me and now we cool, but I deal with her from a distance.
#5. finally admitted that I'm still not over her and I miss her.
#6. confronted with the fact that we don't belong together but I still want her.
#7. admitted to myself I'm still not healed and I'm self destructive.
#8. I still love her more than myself.
#9. I need to reconnect with my family.
#10. My family though may not understand is still that, my family.
#11. The truth is my mother is my rock.
#12. The truth is that really is my father's best
#13. My cousins have become a product of a community they know nothing about in reality and have internalized the "gangsta" mentality.
#14. I need my family just as much as they need me.
#15. I want to love with my entire being again.
#16. I need to feel special and I will make you feel the same.
#17. I need to let people do for me as I do for them
#18. True love will prevail over everything else.
#19. You love for God and each other, not for yourself.
#20. I want to feel,look,think,and completely evolve into the person I am intended to be.
Patience and Discipline are obstacles throughout my journey of life may I pray and work toward these two obstacles to help fulfil the destiny of my life.
I love because I got it as a child. --- Common, I want you
